Come home happiness, Come home sorrow
Come home to the rest of your life
I'm an ordinary girl. Nothing special, just normal, boring, typical. Like most girls, I think a lot, and I feel a lot, and I hide it all a lot. I don't know what I am doing, I just feel like blogging again, just wanna see how this goes.
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hate...but love
Tuesday, June 21, 2011, 6:19 AM
I hate having to see everyday.I hate having to smile everyday.
I hate having to speak everyday.
I hate having to listen everyday.
But
I love being able to see everyday.
I love being able to smile everyday.
I love being able to speak everyday.
I love being able to listen everyday.
To him.
Labels: life, love, mood swings, random
My thoughts...
Thursday, August 19, 2010, 7:53 AM
You stole my heart,
Broke it into two,
Gave half back to me,
But hid the other half.
Tell me where you hid it,
I need the other half,
I know you don't need it,
You already have another.
Give me back my heart,
Even broken I will take it,
I'll get some glue and with some help,
I'll patch it back together.
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Yesterday you were so sweet to me,
And for the rest of the day,
I was filled with sugar rush.
Today you broke me,
Shattered me completely,
Leaving a bitter taste that lasted the whole day.
Tomorrow I'll see you,
And the sugar rush and bitterness you left me before,
Would be forgotten as if I never felt it before.
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I saw you standing there,
At place we used to meet at,
But I know that today,
The one you're waiting for,
Isn't me.
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You wanted to know how I felt,
I wanted to show you how I felt,
But all I could do was smile.
I'm sorry.
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Because when I saw the look upon your face,
I fell in love with you all over again,
Or maybe,
I never fell out of love with you in the 1st place.
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I'm smiling,
But inside I'm breaking.
Labels: emo, life, love, mood swings, poem, random, sad, words
Just Being Sarah
Friday, March 12, 2010, 5:08 AM
Sarah wants to be Sarah...but what is Sarah?
Sarah's head hurts...
Sarah feels down...
but how to show it she don't know...
She just knows to to smile...
Smiling is healthy...but it's stupid to...
especially when it's the only thing u know how to do...
stupid...
useless...
and i close my eyes,
and try to picture something,
and i see your smile,
and i know mine it'll never be.
-sarah-
I have a new friend...
his name is daniel...
he is cute...i guess...
he plays the guitar writes songs and poems...
and is a st.john member...
he is as lame as can possibly be...
and somehow still very cool...
when he read this he's gonna be so bangga...
coz I said he's cool...xDDD
Quote of the day:-
Smiles are good for health.
-Sarah Ng-
Labels: friends, life, mood swings, random
Love??
Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10:17 AM
wyeeeeeeee...I'm stealing justin's post title...^^
Oh and I also wanna answer that question!!
hmm...What do I think Love Is??
I think love is when you're afraid of holding someone cause you don't want them to break...
When you care so much for someone you can forget to care for yourself...
When you feel happy just seeing the other person happy...
When you feel like dying by just seeing the other person slightly down...
When you can even give up the person just for she/he to be happy...
Love is when no matter how hard you try...
You just can't bring yourself to be selfish...
anyways back to my post...
Insomnia is haunting me...
blame it on my infatuation/love sickness...*see my last post*
conclusion...
LOVE IS BAD FOR HEALTH!!
or maybe it's infatuation...
either ways it's still bad for health...
but I'm not that much of a health freak anyways...sooo...
I have no idea what the point of this post is...
I might be in denial...*again see last post*
anywaysssss...
la la laaaaaaa...
lol idk wad to sayy!!! omgggg!!!
Sarah has ran out of words!!!! noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
omg omg omg wad to do wad to do wad to do!!!
eh eh...
I haven't ran out of words...
I've been typing!!
O.O...oooooo
okay lame random pointless...
how dumb...
i'm dumb...what to do??
O.o...
sarah's a dumb dumb...><
-xoxo-
In denial...
for the first time in a long time...
I just wanna slit my wrists open and watch the blood flow out...
just to keep my mind off some things...
I'm desperately desperate...
I want to sleep...
but I can't fall asleep...
I want to cry...
but I feel like all my tears have dried up...
so all I can do is this...
for the first time in a long time...
I just wanna slit my wrists open and watch the blood flow out...
just to keep my mind off some things...
I'm desperately desperate...
I want to sleep...
but I can't fall asleep...
I want to cry...
but I feel like all my tears have dried up...
so all I can do is this...
Labels: emo, love, mood swings, random, words
emo post...
Friday, July 17, 2009, 6:46 PM
covered by a veil,hiding away,
shut it all out,
and keep up this facade.
keeping it a secret,
even to myself,
don't wanna know,
don't wanna accept it...
I know I know...
Poem damn emo...
It might not even make sense...
And is also very lame...
But I've always feel like I've been crying on the inside...
Ever since "that time"
I feel so hurt...
I don't know if it's my fault his fault or hers...
But I know I don't like it...
Putting up a facade...
Not wanting to face it...
Trying to hide away from it...
I feel like my heart has been crying...
And still is...
Everytime I think of him...
My heart aches for him...
Everytime I think of her...
My heart aches thinking of what could've been...
Everytime I think of us...(all 3)
I just know nothing good will come of it...
I hope and wish that...
One of us slowly releases the others hand...
Because it's the only way to
Completely get over the fact...
That we can never be the same again...
p/s. I love them both...life'll never be the same...
Labels: emo, mood swings, poem, sad