Come home happiness, Come home sorrow
Come home to the rest of your life
I'm an ordinary girl. Nothing special, just normal, boring, typical. Like most girls, I think a lot, and I feel a lot, and I hide it all a lot. I don't know what I am doing, I just feel like blogging again, just wanna see how this goes.
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close your eyes and count to 3
Sunday, March 14, 2010, 8:40 AM
When I was a kidThere was this one girl at my kindergarten.
She had the same name as me (Xiao Juin NOT Sarah)
but unlike me she was always gloomy
so one day I asked her why was she always sad.
She said she's not...
it's just that she was too shy to make friends and she doesn't have anyone to play with...
so I told some of my friends to come over and we played together...
we became best friends...
One day I cut my finger with a pencil sharperner (don't ask me how...i don't rmb)
And I didn't cry but my teacher saw d blood and a small foldable blade in my pencil case...
She immediately thought i use the blade and accidentally cut myself...
I got yelled at for bringing a blade and I started crying...
my best friend comforted me and told me not to cry...
then she told me to close my eyes...
after awhile she asked me to count to 3 then open...
I opened my eyes and everyone was holding candies for me...
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Remember when we used to laugh because it was funny
and not because you didn't wanna hurt the other person's feelings?
Remember when we can be honest to each other
and not worry what the other would think?
Remember when everyone would easily agree on helping you
and NOT ask for something in return??
Remember when we can all sit together and play,
and not care if the other is Fat or Thin or Ugly?? (no offence)
Remember when we's get so excited
just for ONE piece of chewing gum?
Remember when we'd stick books up during exams so no one could see our answers
but in actual fact we're looking at the answers??
Don't you miss those days?
The days we can laugh, cry and tease each other
with no hard feelings conceived.
The days when we don't even know of the word F*ck
and the word stupid was a MAJOR crime.
The days when the word graduation didn't even come to mind?
Days when you couldn't even pronounce graduation...lol
I miss those days...
So much...
Today when I'm scared or am sad...
I still close my eyes and count to 3...
and even until today,
it never fails to calm me down...
am doing it now...
thunder is crazy loud...><
Just Being Sarah
Friday, March 12, 2010, 5:08 AM
Sarah wants to be Sarah...but what is Sarah?
Sarah's head hurts...
Sarah feels down...
but how to show it she don't know...
She just knows to to smile...
Smiling is healthy...but it's stupid to...
especially when it's the only thing u know how to do...
stupid...
useless...
and i close my eyes,
and try to picture something,
and i see your smile,
and i know mine it'll never be.
-sarah-
I have a new friend...
his name is daniel...
he is cute...i guess...
he plays the guitar writes songs and poems...
and is a st.john member...
he is as lame as can possibly be...
and somehow still very cool...
when he read this he's gonna be so bangga...
coz I said he's cool...xDDD
Quote of the day:-
Smiles are good for health.
-Sarah Ng-
Labels: friends, life, mood swings, random
Changes
Saturday, October 3, 2009, 11:49 PM
Been listening to old songs from the 90s lately...Reminiscing about the happy days...
Back when I was a kid and everything was easy...
When a song was just a tune with some words...
now to me a song actually means something...with or without words...
Everything seems different...
Even the songs from then...
I guess everything does seem different when you see it from a different point of view...
I realize how much things have changed...
How different things are now compared to then...
I realize how much I've changed...
How far I've traveled since then...
How much I've grown...
The variety of people I've met and befriended...
The people I love...
And the people I hate...
The people I laugh with and the people I cry with...
Each and everyone of us...different from when we first met each other...
I guess what I'm trying to say is...
Everyone and everything changes...
No one can stop it...
It's only a part of life...
So don't complain about changes...
Instead...
Embrace change and learn to live and love it...
If you don't...
Well...
You'll probably be a very bitter person...
Even then you still change...
xoxo
People change,
People forget,
Then they make new memories and embrace changes...
Whether you change for the better or the worse...
It's bound to happen someday...
So LOVE yourself,
And you'll know happiness~~
People change,
People forget,
Then they make new memories and embrace changes...
Whether you change for the better or the worse...
It's bound to happen someday...
So LOVE yourself,
And you'll know happiness~~
Labels: friends, random, sarah's philoshophy