Come home happiness, Come home sorrow
Come home to the rest of your life
I'm an ordinary girl. Nothing special, just normal, boring, typical. Like most girls, I think a lot, and I feel a lot, and I hide it all a lot. I don't know what I am doing, I just feel like blogging again, just wanna see how this goes.
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My thoughts...
Thursday, August 19, 2010, 7:53 AM
You stole my heart,
Broke it into two,
Gave half back to me,
But hid the other half.
Tell me where you hid it,
I need the other half,
I know you don't need it,
You already have another.
Give me back my heart,
Even broken I will take it,
I'll get some glue and with some help,
I'll patch it back together.
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Yesterday you were so sweet to me,
And for the rest of the day,
I was filled with sugar rush.
Today you broke me,
Shattered me completely,
Leaving a bitter taste that lasted the whole day.
Tomorrow I'll see you,
And the sugar rush and bitterness you left me before,
Would be forgotten as if I never felt it before.
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I saw you standing there,
At place we used to meet at,
But I know that today,
The one you're waiting for,
Isn't me.
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You wanted to know how I felt,
I wanted to show you how I felt,
But all I could do was smile.
I'm sorry.
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Because when I saw the look upon your face,
I fell in love with you all over again,
Or maybe,
I never fell out of love with you in the 1st place.
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I'm smiling,
But inside I'm breaking.
Labels: emo, life, love, mood swings, poem, random, sad, words
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 8:25 AM
screw titles...they ruin the writing mood by making me think of something to name d post...
anyways...
I really don't know how to put this...
I have this majorly uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach...
truthfully it's the worst feeling ever!...*no it's not menstrual cramps*
I feel like my inside are being crushed and stretched at the same time...
I want to cry for no reason at all...
but for some reason I'm laughing...
it's like my body cannot sync with my brain I feel sick and nauseous...
I just want to throw up and crash but I can't for some reason...
arghh...
I hate this...
I hate me...
I hate life...
No I don't...
aiih...
forget it...><
screw everything...
-xoxo-
when I'm not doing anything you pop into my head...
when I am doing something...
I somehow connect everything to you...
why is this happening...aren't I s'posed to be over you?...
why do you do this to me...??
screw it all!
when I am doing something...
I somehow connect everything to you...
why is this happening...aren't I s'posed to be over you?...
why do you do this to me...??
screw it all!
Labels: life, rants, sad, sick sick sick
emo post...
Friday, July 17, 2009, 6:46 PM
covered by a veil,hiding away,
shut it all out,
and keep up this facade.
keeping it a secret,
even to myself,
don't wanna know,
don't wanna accept it...
I know I know...
Poem damn emo...
It might not even make sense...
And is also very lame...
But I've always feel like I've been crying on the inside...
Ever since "that time"
I feel so hurt...
I don't know if it's my fault his fault or hers...
But I know I don't like it...
Putting up a facade...
Not wanting to face it...
Trying to hide away from it...
I feel like my heart has been crying...
And still is...
Everytime I think of him...
My heart aches for him...
Everytime I think of her...
My heart aches thinking of what could've been...
Everytime I think of us...(all 3)
I just know nothing good will come of it...
I hope and wish that...
One of us slowly releases the others hand...
Because it's the only way to
Completely get over the fact...
That we can never be the same again...
p/s. I love them both...life'll never be the same...
Labels: emo, mood swings, poem, sad