Come home happiness, Come home sorrow
Come home to the rest of your life
I'm an ordinary girl. Nothing special, just normal, boring, typical. Like most girls, I think a lot, and I feel a lot, and I hide it all a lot. I don't know what I am doing, I just feel like blogging again, just wanna see how this goes.
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My thoughts...
Thursday, August 19, 2010, 7:53 AM
You stole my heart,
Broke it into two,
Gave half back to me,
But hid the other half.
Tell me where you hid it,
I need the other half,
I know you don't need it,
You already have another.
Give me back my heart,
Even broken I will take it,
I'll get some glue and with some help,
I'll patch it back together.
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Yesterday you were so sweet to me,
And for the rest of the day,
I was filled with sugar rush.
Today you broke me,
Shattered me completely,
Leaving a bitter taste that lasted the whole day.
Tomorrow I'll see you,
And the sugar rush and bitterness you left me before,
Would be forgotten as if I never felt it before.
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I saw you standing there,
At place we used to meet at,
But I know that today,
The one you're waiting for,
Isn't me.
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You wanted to know how I felt,
I wanted to show you how I felt,
But all I could do was smile.
I'm sorry.
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Because when I saw the look upon your face,
I fell in love with you all over again,
Or maybe,
I never fell out of love with you in the 1st place.
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I'm smiling,
But inside I'm breaking.
Labels: emo, life, love, mood swings, poem, random, sad, words
scribbles...
7:38 AM
When you're there,I'm looking at everything,
But I'm seeing nothing.
When you speak,
I hear every sound,
But I listen to nothing.
Nothing but you...
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Silence,
Sweet,
Overwhelming,
Nostalgic,
and sad.
And as I sit there with my thoughts array,
It envelopes me, bringing me to it's cold embrace.
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eyes shut,
darkness surrounding me,
feeling the wet claws of the storm,
digging into my flesh,
making scars, leaving it's mark.
hearing the painful cries of thunder,
feeling it tear into my soul.
And a bright flash of light,
I open my eyes,
and it's all over.
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Open a book,
Word's you'll see.
Open your eyes,
And Images will appear.
Open your mind,
And you'll know life.
For school mag.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 5:55 AM
Okay so I got Kah Kei to let me do the class page for the school magazine this year...^^wyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
so anyways, I was thinking of putting a short 4 lined poem or something along the lines of that.
so I have a few lines already.
mind reading through and help with some thoughts on it?...
As we look forward,
We see a bright light.
And as we make our journey,
You guide us through obstacles.
-Thank You-
As we tread the paths to our future,
We look to our side,
And you are always there,
Guiding us.
-Thank You-
Look Forward,
Charge to the Unknown,
Using Wisdom,
We received from you.
-xoxo-
p/s. please comment and/or vote...^^ 1st 2nd or 3rd...please and thank youu...
Labels: poem, skul stuff, words
Something I scribbled this morning. with some help...
5:33 AM
Once an open door,now closed,
Once an open book,
now full of mysteries.
Closing of eyes,
To scenes being shown.
Closing of ears,
To words being spoken.
Closing familiar paths,
Opening new ones.
Forgetting old memories,
Creating new ones.
Memories once new,
memories now old.
Once a stranger,
and now a friend.
special thanks to:-
♥ Teow Shuet Yin, Emily.
♥ Yong Jian Fang, Cindel.
♥ Teow Shuet Yin, Emily.
♥ Yong Jian Fang, Cindel.
p/s. I tweaked it abit.
-xoxo-
emo post...
Friday, July 17, 2009, 6:46 PM
covered by a veil,hiding away,
shut it all out,
and keep up this facade.
keeping it a secret,
even to myself,
don't wanna know,
don't wanna accept it...
I know I know...
Poem damn emo...
It might not even make sense...
And is also very lame...
But I've always feel like I've been crying on the inside...
Ever since "that time"
I feel so hurt...
I don't know if it's my fault his fault or hers...
But I know I don't like it...
Putting up a facade...
Not wanting to face it...
Trying to hide away from it...
I feel like my heart has been crying...
And still is...
Everytime I think of him...
My heart aches for him...
Everytime I think of her...
My heart aches thinking of what could've been...
Everytime I think of us...(all 3)
I just know nothing good will come of it...
I hope and wish that...
One of us slowly releases the others hand...
Because it's the only way to
Completely get over the fact...
That we can never be the same again...
p/s. I love them both...life'll never be the same...
Labels: emo, mood swings, poem, sad
Something I wrote on a whim...
Sunday, January 11, 2009, 3:06 AM
I want something...Some tell me it's Love...
Others say that it's happiness...which requires love...
Love?? Is it relevant to what I truly want??
I want something...
Is this something Love or Happiness??
Maybe even both...
Whatever it is...It's creating an empty feeling...
I want something...
I want him to help me find it...
But which him do I mean??
A simple question that even I cannot answer...
I want something...
Something alot of people have...
The thing that fills dey're heart...
But what that thing is?? Most of them don't know...
I want something...
A victim or a witness...
A lead or a dead end...
Who knows?? as long as dere's an answer...
I want something...
Something so precious
I would go to the ends of the earth just to get it...
I'm willing...but am I capable??
I want something...
maybe this thing is an answer...
an answer to satisfy me...
or maybe not...
I want something...
But whatever that something is...
I really really hope...
That the I pick the right him to find it with me...
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Yea I know...it's kinda lame...
I don't know if this post is real or not...
even though it's supposed to be about me lol...
But whatever it is...
let me know what you think about it kay^^...