Come home happiness, Come home sorrow
Come home to the rest of your life
I'm an ordinary girl. Nothing special, just normal, boring, typical. Like most girls, I think a lot, and I feel a lot, and I hide it all a lot. I don't know what I am doing, I just feel like blogging again, just wanna see how this goes.
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 8:25 AM
screw titles...they ruin the writing mood by making me think of something to name d post...
anyways...
I really don't know how to put this...
I have this majorly uncomfortable feeling in the pit of my stomach...
truthfully it's the worst feeling ever!...*no it's not menstrual cramps*
I feel like my inside are being crushed and stretched at the same time...
I want to cry for no reason at all...
but for some reason I'm laughing...
it's like my body cannot sync with my brain I feel sick and nauseous...
I just want to throw up and crash but I can't for some reason...
arghh...
I hate this...
I hate me...
I hate life...
No I don't...
aiih...
forget it...><
screw everything...
-xoxo-
when I'm not doing anything you pop into my head...
when I am doing something...
I somehow connect everything to you...
why is this happening...aren't I s'posed to be over you?...
why do you do this to me...??
screw it all!
when I am doing something...
I somehow connect everything to you...
why is this happening...aren't I s'posed to be over you?...
why do you do this to me...??
screw it all!
Labels: life, rants, sad, sick sick sick